人生死观

人之将死，还有什么好争
人之将死，还有什么值得留恋
人之将死，还有什么好说
人之将死，还有什么好在意
人之将死，还有什么挂碍

Friends

Friends, Friends, Friends.

Only when I die, I will know who are my true friends.
Trust is so easily breakable between friends.
Blame comes so easily when trust breaks.
Fear comes in place when friendship breaks.

What are friends for? Who are my true friends. Or I have none at All.
I feel so sad, sad, sad.
I feel really sad.
Though I presented out is my anger, but deep inside my heart is bitter sadness and disappointment. I can only say I am happy not to bring anyone to this world or rather that someone is happy to know that this world is just a delusion.

Friends...it is just a passer-by. But I can feel the sadness.

I feel real disgusted about myself and I am not a friend of anybody.
Maybe I do not how to be a friend, be a good friend, be a best friend of anyone.

I guess who come to me, they really need help, be it real or fake help.
I will always help within my means till the day I passed on.
Real Friends or Fake Friends...

Life

A life is born with a angel role.
A life is given to help another life.
A life is to bring hope.
A life is just a life with a mixture of earth, water, fire and wind elements.
A life is to Live In-Finite Evolution.
A life is live cells mix and evolve, result in form.
A life is a life, A life is a human, A life is of a form, A life is a resultant force.
A life is of a world.
Life forms a universe.

Self-appreciation

Human born, grasp the first breathe.
Human cry
Human smile
Human sad
Human angry
Human does things to prove capability
Human does things to build confidence
Human gain it spirit

Human before death, grasp the last breath
Human cry
Human unable to smile
Human sad
Human angry
Human lose the capability
Human lose the confidence
Human lose it spirit

Human know where it come from and where it will go back.
Human gain it spirit and smile.
Self-Appreciation of human journey.

Government and people

Government, is it come from the governor. Governor equivalent to ruling party.
What makes a goverment. It is people.
There is no people, there is no government.
What makes a good government and what makes a bad government?
At the end of the day, what makes a good human and what makes a bad human.

No party will be in place if there is no human.
No matter which party in place, serving people is the final objective.
Why do we need to serve people?
What is so good about serving people?
How do we serve people?
Who are the people we should serve?
When do we serve people?
Where should we serve people?

Do we serve our elderly at home? Do we serve our children at home?
Do we serve our partner at home? Do you serve yourself at home?

By serving people, what have we learnt?
At the end of the day, it is about doing good. But we will never know the seed that we planted in, how much effort,how much conditions of material we have set for the seed to grown in the correct path. We need support from one another.

ME

What kind of person I am? I look happy, people likes me, I don't bother about earthly things, I love to help people. What is truly beneath me? I am a person full of sorrow. The sorrow comes from my surroundings people. People die, quarrel, bully one another, backstabbing....

I tell myself what kind of environment I want to create. PEACE.....Happiness contain in itself. That's me. I feel love when I am alone..I don hear quarreling from people, scolding one another...

As of now, writing this blog, I feel happy. I have someone to talk to. Someone who is willing to listen to me. People don't like to hear what I say. People love to hear happy things, gossips... I always talk about sad things which people don't like to hear.

When I turn into a more serious person, people feel that I change. In fact, I did not change...that is another side of me, I don't joke so much. I feel that is only temporary happiness...When this temporary happiness increase bit by bit, they are so happy with me. They will request more...Human love to see people joke...and make a fool out of itself. Some people cannot take jokes cos they are always serious at all times, they are not allow being make fools in front of others. I am always the joker.

Joker has to grown up somedays..cos tiredness.
This is my life.

Joker feel that there are more important things than making laughter. Because Joker had its own sorrow. The sorrow will tell me that the people still do not know how to treasure of their surrounding people. Trash the people. When you hurt people, does it do any good to you. Perhaps that's me...I cannot tolerate this type of nonsense..I feel that i am still tied by earthly things...cos i am always fall into the trap that I am the rescuer role. Which is I do not need to...Be an observer, watch the show ba, dear.

Departure

Yesterday 8 May 2010, I have watched a show on "departure". It is very realistic and I was so touched by the show. Most of the viewers dropped their tears. It talks about a man whose job was to sent a final journey for many deads, the most agony and touching part was he had to send his father whom has left him and mother for another woman.

Most of us will feel disgust by a dead body. Some superstitious believers even ask our young children to go a big route to avoid other people funeral. Why? To protect the children from seeing a realistic part in life. The young will have to face it anytime not necessary when the parents getting old. Life is unpredictable.

Everyday we are eating anilmal's body. We do not feel disgusted. Further more, the way we cook and add in spices is to remove the "dead" smell. After the cusine was presented on the table, hmmmm....smells nice. hmmmmm....taste delicious. This is human enjoying dead body of others.


When we watch cannibal eating human body, we watched and we feel disgusted by the behavioural action done by them just because they eat un-normally. They are just enjoying another body of a dead just as we do. The only frighten thought I guess which come to us if the world is full of cannibals, will we be the victim and lost our life to those stronger than us.

The moral of the story is to respect the dead and respect each life around us.

Sometimes, we do say to our spouse, you do not love me? Did you? We are just asking someone to gives us comfort. Have we ever think when our spouse die, will we say "I love you" and hug them with our warm body to a cold body. Will you feel disgust or rather you dare not even touch him/her. You may not even dare to look at the dead.


This is life....we need to learnt of our life and face it. Avoid will let us feel more frightened and uncomfortable.

Journey

Yesterday 14 Nov 2009, my classmates and I went to orchard road to see the lightings. Walking along the orchard road and coming to the junction between istana and conrad hotel, we are stopped by the police. I saw many TPs, policecar, expensive moving vehicle past by in front of me. It is grand when the traffice police open the "door" for those people to move off smoothly.

Today 15 Nov 2009, an old lady 79 years old, selling tissues to make a living. She cried as she told me her story. It had been hard for her to make a living. She drink water only for daily survival cos she need to pay the house-rent for her one-room flat. I told her Singaporeans are kind-hearted, if she's cannot make money during the raining day. She can beg for a bowl of rice, there are some kind hawkers who is willing to give. She told me not everybody are kind, some are good, some really too much and give people hard life.

Based on yesterday and today journey, some people are having good life, hope they will treasure of what they have and make full good use to take care of our society. Some people are still struggling to make a decent living, hope that the people will be better after tommorrow.

Amituofo, peace will rise when human accept the circumstances they are in.

Reflection of feelings

Today, my hubby and I went to the ang mo kio for breakfast. When we were in the macdonald, I saw 2 little kids were playing catching. The children were running around and fighting against each other. Suddenly, the medium-sized boy fell and the plump boy laugh at him. They should be aged 6-8 yrs old. The boy who fell was very angry and sad. He went back to his seat and gave an angry look on the face. After a while , a tear rolled and he wiped it away so as to hope that nobody saw him cried. There is a little sister guarding the table. She and the mediumed-sized boy do their best to protect their territory against the plump boy.

They tried to protect each other from being bullied, that is what I observed. When their daddy brought the food to the table, they tried to protect the food by not letting the plump boy touched it while their daddy went away. This is very hilarious.

Sometimes we adults also have the same reaction as the children. We tend to hide our emotional feelings from others. We do our best not to be angry or we show it upfront but in the actual fact, we are hurt by the other party. But feeling of anger will usually reveal itself first to show that we are not happy. But in actual fact, we are sad, disappointed or in fear most of the times instead of we are really angry of the other person.

No man is an island

I give the title is because human need one another for support. Why did I say so? Councelling is the best support for human. Before councelling formalised, it had been already started long long time ago.

A group of gossipies will support one another even though they are gossiping. This is already councelling when one person is sad or angry in the group, the other aunties will start to console and giving support for one another. Let the person release her sadness or frustration.

There is neither forever enemies nor forever friends. As a human gone thru the secular journey, the human will meet all kinds of humans of different ages, races, religion and culture. Of whether the human treats you good or bad, the person is always a good teacher to make you grow in life. i shall put it as the "neighbour" who had given you a good training in life. The "neighbour" can be your friends, colleagues, next of kin even your little children, they are your teachers.

Always give THANKS to your neighbours, without them, there will not be you as what is of you today.
There will not be any colours in your life like a rainbow, which is beautiful.

DIE

Disinfect In Ego. This H1N1 had made every soul awake despite nationality, religion, race etc. Every human live is precious. Human should live in humility, understanding about EGO. When a human is well and healthy, they started trying to be funny and not thinking about treasuring their lives and put others live before theirs. They simply ignore other people suggestions and always put their EGO in the first place.

Some human are even too afraid to DIE. Eventually you and me will die. It is only about when, how and where to die? We should be united over every circumstances when disasters happen. This is a test of human purity and selflessness.

In this time, who are more afraid to get H1N1..Think..hahhaha
1. A person who is rich
2. A person who is afraid to die

Choice 2.
A person who is more afraid to die will necessary die first cos of its emotional unsteadiliness. The soul is weaken by its mental state. Bad thoughts will come into the brain more and more until a stage where the soul will no be able to take it further.


soul, mind and the body.

Humanistic EGO

HUMAN, HUMAN, please do not take things for granted. People think the bird flu will be a threat and now pig is the biggest threat at present in world. It will be cow again and on on on.. please stop killing the animals..

Why did I say stop killing animal? As we know, the animal rear is either produce for meat or milk for human consumption. That's true in the past. But now, what exactly happen. Our food consumptions is over excess for developed countries and under provision for undeveloped countries. Human are selfish, they rather have excess, and the excess would not share out to others. I don't know what they will do with the excess food they have.

I don't know when does the buffet started?? If they waste those food, it is as simple as wasting the earth resources. And those animals will be die for nothing.

Where is our clean and green earth if this cycle going on and on...
What if the earth resources is used up, what will happen to the newborn human?? Unless, you care less and enjoy of what you have now. Do not forget while you are enjoying, it could be the fallen times at next moment.

When you are treating human badly, the god will give you equal treatment cos GOD loves that human that was bullied as well as the human who bully. Please don't think high high that you will not get it cos GOD BLESS YOU. It is just a matter of time that he will give you test.

KARMA as well..

Please always eat humble pie.

Drama in secular world

I find that the world is very interesting. Recent years, religious leaders had been questioned about the finance management. I shall put it all the actions that had done by the leaders, it is really a time for the believers to regenerate their programmes in their brains. Time for the believers to think about the true meaning to support their religious leaders and not to follow blindly.

Bible: choose god or money
Buddha: Leave greed
Islam: Live simply
Taoism: actual path to take

I find that all have the similar meaning. Why did I say that?
I had come across of people be it Christian, Buddist, Muslim.
Example 1:
A friend told me that the brother rather give the money as a tie to the church instead to his own parents. I would like to ask, is this the way that showing to the god that how Christian honour the parents, someone who bring you to the world, fed you, clean your shit when you are young and hoping that a little thoughts would means so much. Is that difficult for you to abide.
Example 2:
I have gone to "rich" buddist temples, they offers good food. For me to understand is in order to spread buddha's teaching, is there a need to go to such an extend until the monks and nuns need to worry about the operational cost for the temple and hope that believers will donate more for operational cost.

Pardon my ignorance..it is somehow an interesting episode after another that I need to question and answer to all my query..hahhahah

Human, human, human is such interesting animal. The actions done by their mind and body will follow the instructions. Mind and body, from mind affect body and actions done.

弥勒真弥勒！！！！
Think what is the objective to support the religious leaders in 21st century or rather spend more time into reading and apply the spiritual knowledge in daily lives to be a better person in your family, working environment and community work.

A story of a bowl of kway teow soup

I have learnt the true story from a friend, he is a rich man. He knows a lot of things and taught me a lot. Thanks to him, I know more about the life that I understand and determined my path of life.

My friend's father-in-law who is a extremely rich old man. The old man obtained his wisdom at his old age. The elderly will always get a substantial amount from his fixed deposit but when his daughter passed him the money, the old man said to the daughter why you give me the stack of papers. It is hilarious, the elderly tell the daughter that I just want a bowl of kway teow soup and not the stack of papers. His daughter was confused, she told my friend that her father treat the stack of money as the stack of papers. He only wants a bowl of kway teow soup which cook by the daughter.

I believe every parents will want their children to provide them with a little thoughts by showing your concern to them.

LEAD BY EXAMPLE

I am observing the world that I am living in IN YEAR 2009, 30 MAR. I find it amusing that even religious organistion also rushing to get hold of the material item $$. I have read up bible and buddist scriptures. From what I have understand and learnt thru the path, the leader should release themselves from all temptations.

In fact, in this secluded world, I really had a good laugh to those religious leaders who are tempted by the money. They think they can get away with the believers' money, but it is a agony for me to said they are so ignorance. They already forgotten what they could have learnt and bewitch by the material gain they had got hold of and unable to forgo them due to greed, fear and ignorance. hahahhahaaha

If you are truly a religious practitioner, you should known by now that no matter how much MONEY you can gain will not be yours because $$ can never ever be yours, only the heart(spirit) which had forgo the temptations and be a blessing on the mission you are carrying out, you will always be with holy spirit (TRUE BLESSINGS). If you are truly wants to help people, help yourslf first by understand what is the meaning of money?? If you earn thru tough hardship and use it on others who are in need, the money truly is yours in some sense in this material gain world. This is a true blessings on you as a true religious leader. Perhaps as a famous religious leader, you have a lot of believers but pleasseeeee do not let your ego overule your head JUST because you have obtained fame and reputation (THIS ARE ALL LIES TOO). A "real" leader will understand what I meant and fully understand what is money. Or I shall put it that in this world that I live in, the leaders always will say with more money, I can help more people. This is partially true to help more people but the leaders cannot help themselves to overcome the greed (devil) and they became the fallen angel (Sin after another)(Karma after another).

THIS IS MY LAST WORDs...FOR THIS ERA, AWAKENING PLS..

I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE A NEW WORLD WITH

LOVE,RESPECT,APPRECIATION,HAPPINESS,FORGIVENESS,SHARING,HONESTY,
INTEGRITY,COMPASSION,

With those above will be PEACE....

Crying and Fear

There are countries fighting fiercely in the middle-east in this world in this century that I am living in now. I can hear and feel the crying,struggling and sufferings from those humans.
This is the same as the World War II. Human living in fear, sufferings in those inhuman's hand under the instructions of their leaders.

GOD, please have mercy on them, they don't know what they are doing. Leaders, please have mercy to those humans including yourself. Please have mercy on those young and innocent children.
Despite on the military struggle, there bound to be a winner or loser, this is all bullshits. Humans(leaders and people) can come down to a calm state with loving hearts for their own people, family, children, both or more parties need not suffer. Once the war is stopped, people can lead a normal life without fear of bombing, machine gun sounds, crying, begging,just because humans are born in those countries, they need to suffer for the past 40 yrs. WHO give the instructions????? WHO start the war?????? WHY is that such a need to start this WAR???? Pardon my ignorance.

I did not gone thru World War II, but i heard from my grandmother, great grandmother, grandfather how they had suffered.
How many people die in World War II. How many people suffered after the atomic bombs dropped. Have you ever think for the innocents who did not involve in the agreement and starting of war.
Hasn't humans learnt the lessons?????

GOD: LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

GOD loves man, they are brothers and sisters.
Once Mother of Nature wept, people need not fight against the territory anymore. How many more innocent lives "YOU" (the one who started the human war) to take away their lives.

Do not push the blame onto GOD. Human can stopped the war if you want to if you are really truely human.

Banks and their letters

Almost every month, I receive loan voucher from one of the banks to borrow money from them. Sad to say, I always tear away the paper. It is a waste of the earth resources. I am also collecting the reply envelopes for recycle. To me, all these can be save up. It may sound convenience to others but not to me. The more I collect, the more I feel sad, trees are cut down to create these wastes.

In the first place, I don't understand why bank send loan voucher to customers. If a person desperate for money, he or she will definitely go for a bank loan, it is either a white loan shark or a black loan shark, both are doing their best to lend and eat up in a more legal or illegal way only. Why this business tactic is used, it is more like a temptation to hook up a fish and eat up the fish. Yummi, yummi..

I feel this is a very sad thing in this world. When a person drive into a corner, he or she will ask for help. If bank really want to help by giving loan to the needy to tide over the period of time. I shall say it is good to help a person before he giving himself a choice to commit suicide. Why the bank is set up in the first place in this world? I shall say it is to prevent theft, bank is like a storage space for containment. I believe everybody had the almost the same concept as except those greedy and ignorance human who is thinking of earning more interest from the bank. hahahhaah.. this can never be true, look at your own bank statement. Bank will always be the winner. That's why bank come up with a lot of ideas to welcome their customer to be on their boat. I can only say understand yourself and use what you have within your mean without borrowing from any of this loan shark. You will always on the safe side.

Pray or Prayer

Two weeks ago, my colleagues told me that there was an accident along PIE, ask me to look out for it. I sms her and pray amituofo hope that the person is well and there's no casualties. When I saw, wow, the car was crashed in badly shape. Lucky the person had only injured her arm.

This thought came to me, huh, every religion does praying and what usually the praying is for the hope for another person and for itself. Pray or Prayer is to calm its mind and look forward for a hope or miracle will happen. I believe every human will hope for something in their life and tat's why they pray. Even a bad person also pray. But what is the "bad" person pray.Is he really that bad?? He is also hoping that a miracle will happens in his life. The only thing is what is his prayer, for the means of good or evil. It is only due time we will see a person's action and result that he or she created.

No matter what, pray or prayer from true faith is hoping that there is always goodness and happiness in the environment that human lives in. That is the earth, this is our home.

Mercy and love

While sitting in the bus, there is this thought come to me. What is love? What is mercy? Is love and mercy equal? Is merciful seed in human will grow unconditional love! I believe all human have merciful hearts in their deep root of humane. It is just that we do not know how to express out in a loving way.

If you have realised, we always reprimand the close one (parents, siblings, spouse, children etc) who are around us. It could be because we always take for granted that the close kin will be able to take it. Yes, they do cos they love us and show mercy to us by their tolerance. Why we reprimand or scold them, it is because our fear that lead us to have that action out for love that we have for our kin.

Remember the advertisement Good Well brand, the lady was asking the man to have the drink instead the man start by getting angry and wanted to order something else. Eventually the man still take the drink that the lady suggested cos she say "I love you".
This is the fear and love for the man from the lady. The man accept the love. It is a form of merciful thoughts from the lady and that for the man's health.

People start to have war is because of their fear that they want to protect their people out of love. If the leader could show mercy and love to opposite party and understand that you will be the one to initiate the war, please have mercy on others and on yourself. Do not let your anger, hatred overrule your head. There will be peace, love will groom out of showing mercy. As we are all humans despite our sinful nature, we have merciful heart and love to counter it.

I believe this world will soon be filled with mercy and love for one another.

World peace! The world will be filled with love. Angels and lotus flowers...

White Rubber "Bai Jiao"

hahaaaaaa. Today I am going to tell a story of "bai jiao". In the secluded world, there are 2 country leaders are fighting this "Bai Jiao", basically it is a lighthouse to prevent collision of the shipment. It is a good intention for making use of the lighthouse. But now, due to human self-GAIN, they are fighting over this "Bai Jiao". Have they forget about the tsunamis? Human beings are very forgetful animals. If this is going to carry on, the tsunamis will come along and wipe out the "Bai Jiao" Pedra Branca and they do not have to fight anymore.

Peaceful. The Pera Branca will become a "Lan Jiao". hahahahahahaaaa.

Breath

The breath is the element which humans or animals need. In fact, human has always treat the breathing lightly, sad to say human had taken it for granted due to its ignorance. Smoking, Vehicles (more carbon monoxides) etc

When there is breath, there is body. Without the breath, the body will not be there.
With the body, the humans have so much worries of how to maintain the body that each ego-self has.

If there isn't such a body, human will not kill the animals for their food consumption or temptation. Although I understand this is a food chain. This is individual ego-self think that it should be the way of human life. Some businessman had make the animal reproducing cycle process faster to cater for human wants and get their greed temptation of making more money. Where is the business ethics and natural way of animal producing for human needs. Good food = Good illness if you do not know how to control the temptation from those "delicious" food!!

If by growing grains, vegetables and fruits, those really do not meet the demand for the human consumptions? Do we really need to go to such an extent to make such a fast supply on foods for the human consumption. Esp Singapore, good food but some people take it for granted, too much choices for them to take and finished. Think of the consequences which I doubt the businessman will do. Furthermore, there are many types of illnesses around which the doctors have not had any solution to treat.

Please do not take this body lightly. When you have this body, please make good use of it and not create trouble for ego-self and ignorance to yourself and others.
Clean Air = Clean Breath = Healthy body

Violence Games

Just now on my way back from Bugis, there was a little girl from JC doing the survey. Her topic was on violence game. I am curious to find out how many of the parents in Singapore would want their children to play the violent game. Will this have any impact on the growing up child?

Personal opinion, no matter what games you play, everyone will think of itself first. Adults will always afraid that their children may turn stray when they play violence games. But the adults are playing political games too. Strategically playing. Especially those who have their ways to play "Taiji" games everywhere, there are such adults. Violence may happen when both parties are unable to tolerate anymore.

Therefore, when those parents playing this type of games, have the parents ever think about will their children learnt from them instead. Therefore, those computer violence games compare to the adults' games is not comparable.

Of course, I do not encourage children playing violence games. This will be no good for their well being.
If there's chance for any of you playing the Maplesea game, free game online, observe the children or adults, look at their selfishness. They are only playing games in digital world and they can reflect their character.
Selfishness=Big Self=Bully=Violence...
What will happen to the world when they turn into the character they play games in the digital world..

hahahaha....

Modern Parents and Teachers

I heard a lot from my friends, colleagues, aunties and uncles regarding on the education system.
The parents will complain to the principal when their children are not getting any attention from the teachers.
Especially when their results does not meet the parent's expectation. Parents, please give yourself a good thought when during the exam time, emotional comes in. Anxiety can be one of the reason that will make your children's results not performing well. Add-on pressure from you will make the condition worsen.

Is it true that the teachers did not give their full support in teaching the students.
Or the parents nowadays have higher expectation from the eduational personel to teach their kids.
But have the parents ever think that by complaining will not help, instead it may worsen the relationship between parents and teachers. Both parties would want to grow this new plant(the child), both sides must cooperate. Does the parents reflect on themselves of the way that they teach their own children..

The child is born by you, you should have the responsibilities to educate them especially on the moral part, have you (as a parent) did that. Nowadays, in our society, i should said most of the children would only care more for themselves due to more and more temptations, they do not know what is called consideration for others.
Does the parents teach about any values on consideration for others or the parents teach the children that you must always get top so that in future you could earn more money, and win others but the child lost the moral values.
Compete with others with capability and not by going shortcut or some no good ways to achieve certain things.

Parents, please ask yourself, are you living like hell when your children or someone who gives the teaching are unable to meet your expectations. You will blame on others but not yourself. Sometimes, let go a bit and let the children and others have some space to breathe will be better.

Of course, I do not denied that there are some people who teach because of the money but not truely educate the younger generation. Teachers, please think if you are not able to pass good values to the younger generation, what will happen to our society in future. Despite the education management giving you the pressure.

Therefore, parents should trust the teachers and teachers must show their sincerity of teaching their children. That's why we call you as a teacher, you should have some good values whereby the children can also look upon to.
Basically, most of the modern parents will only want their children to give them the results but less moral build in them because they are affect by the society trends, everyone wants to get good result and that's definitely. Not only the study result but also the moral result..

Think for our younger generation, they will be the one living in this world after we are gone..

Even before we left the world, there are some children who are unable to forgo the great pressure given turn stray or even commit suicide when they cannot meet their parent's expectation or their own expectation that they build up since young(High Ego).

Modern Doctors

I had finished 1 korean serial drama the week before. It is about a doctor who treat all patients equally despite their status. He treat all patients based on who is more seriously ill. Furthermore, he is a doctor full of humanity. He treat the patient who have no money to pay him and he treat the patients sickness as if it is his own. He care for the patients no matter who they are.

There is one question in my mind which applies to today's world. How many doctors in this world are really treating the patients with its heart truly care for the human sickness and not for the status or money? Definitely, the doctor still needs to eat and live. I agreed to that but due to the politics and peer pressure involve in the management, are you able to tell yourself you are a doctor who treats patient, the skill may be gifted and thru hard work to become a doctor who want to save every patient that you come across.

Scenerio:
Treating president who is not that ill and a "poor" man who is seriously ill, who will you treat first?
Despite the pressure given by your hospital "management"? Maybe you have come across the situation before.

To modern parents who wants their children to grow up to be a doctor or already a doctor, do you want your child who treats the patients for the money and status sake? Or you want your child to treat everyone equally despite the other person's status, really care and save the patients but not for the money and status. Ask yourself truly so that you will be able to educate your child further to overcome the hunger of greed be it money or status..

The only doctor "xin yi" that I come across is the one who is a clinic doctor at Sengkang, it is reported in the news. What about the doctors from government or private hospital or clinic? Ask yourself, what type of doctor are you? Someone who really care for the patients or someone who cannot resist the temptation of the status and money and act you are able to do it, in fact you do not have the capability. Or grabbing other people's skill and claim it if it is yours.

Suddenly, i think of the taiwanese show, "the hospital". What sort of character you are in the role when you are in the hospital?

Reflection...

Bus drivers and services

Recently, I find that the bus services are improving. The drivers takes initiative to greet the passengers. But there is a pity that the passengers do not return the greeting and in fact some do take it for granted or shocked. Why are you shocked, in school, you have learnt how to greet your teacher..

I come across this bus driver, he will constantly remind the passenger to be on their seat even when they reach their destination. His action is considerate especially towards the elderly, he afraid they might fall when the bus is moving. 2nd example, another bus driver will make sure that the passengers are well-seated before he will move off the bus.

Sometimes, I am unable to board the bus and some bus drivers do their best to ask the passengers to move further in but some of passengers are like statues, they simply do not move at all. Some did not notice that others have move is because they are too engross in listening their MP3. Some do not even want to move at all even there is a passage for them to move further in..

Most of the passengers would carry bags, i would suggest if you are considerate enough, you can hold the handbag or schoolbag where there is space to allow your bag to be place so that do not obstruct the other passengers who want to move in the passageway, this will allow more passengers to board the bus. Think if you are the one who cannot board the bus, you will hope that the passengers could move further in especially when you are at a rush in time.

We need to cooperate with the bus drivers so that we are able to have a much happier journey along the way.
I believe that anyone of you would met the same situation whereby you are not able to board the bus due to some non-automatic people to move in and there is still a lot of space behind the bus. This is very frustrating. Then we will blame on the bus company, the government etc but not ourselves.

Definitely, I don't denied that the bus company system is still not good enough. I believe the bus company should have a system to monitor the passenger carriage capacity, then you can arrange a better bus service with larger capacity at that particular time slot to carry more passengers. Please consider whether your system should further improve to cater better and friendlier service..And not just keep raising the bus fare. Think who are those people taking the bus, you should know better, the middle and lower income families or families who just manage to afford the bus fare.

Some consideration and reflection.

Korean Boy

The killing of 33 persons is a terrible act from the korean boy. This human had made people realise that the world we are living in may be too stressful for some people. They do not have friends to pour their troubles to.

When a child was born, it is as pure as a piece of white paper. This paper is putting into the colouring solutions. Colouring solutions refer to our society, the sociology. After hearing the news, I felt sad for the killer and the deads. They are "innocent" when they come to this world.

Same goes for Osama, everyone in the world treat him like an enemy, terrorist. What had caused him to become a terrorist. Is he forced into it? Or he wants to act it that way due to certain reasons we do not know.
Human always look at things on the surface.

Why kill one another? We are all humans born by our parents. If you turn stray, you have to say sorry to your parents for their up-bringing. Communication is very important, mutual trust and respect in every single human you met. One day, we will walk to the end of our road(Die).

Country leaders

hahaha, all the leaders should know very well that our environment is becoming warmer. People still talks about politics? Is that politics to be talk about. Mother Nature is swallowing all the humans anytime and anywhere. Once Mother Nature roar, there would not be any politics, economy and almost everything that driven by profits will become a past. All these things will become ashes. I can see some leaders are doing very hard to preserve the nature but some are destroying the nature as they could not resist the temptation of money.

Humans are creating excess things that they do not need at all.
Their expectations are getting more and more that they don't understand what is called contentment.

Does 1 human really need so much money to survive? Have this question come across in the their minds?
Be it how much money you have, you would not have peace as you are unable to break away from the greed.
The leaders of any country, please think are you building the nation together with the people with your genuine heart. Or are you making the people to work like slave, sucking their hard-earn money for own self benefit. Please think what is the difference between you and the blood-sucking animal which need to survive on other people's blood.

Every leader of their country should lead by role model. There is 1 question to be asked, will you request a simple funeral when you passed away. Donate the rest of the money that you have in this life to save the poor people in your nation? Please do not forget you are a leader who is chosen by the people.
Of course, as a leader, I believe you must have a benevolent and merciful heart for your nation.

Should leaders compare how much money they earn or should they think are the people in my nation that I am building are living well? If you are truly a leader of a benevolent heart for the people, you would not mind how much money you earn, in fact you will learn to work harder to bring the glory for your nation.

Search self-conscience...

Ren Ci

Tonight 18 Mar 2007, I watch the Ren ci charity show. Although the people did not manage to raise enough funds when the show ended. This is the hard work of every single human. Ren is every human possess in intrinsic human nature. Ci is another intrinsic human nature. Ren Ai and Ci bei, this is built in every human. It is only people who are willing to bring out from their genuine human nature.

At the last part of the show, Mingyi Reverend had said one sand stone can only do that much but with more sand stone, the strength will be greater.

The total amount raised is $6 ,146,xxx. In order to have completeness for the whole charity show, I would suggest if the phone company can also participate in the charity, giving the strength.
This will further show the charity spirit of Singaporeans.
I calculated although one phone call cost $0.20 with 5% GST per call, this amount can also hit up to be $126000. One small sand stone cannot do anything but more sand stones can build a hill.

This will help to add more to the medical bills for the patients.
This is a calling of help when is needed.

Charity

Charity is a good means to help people who are at the suffering end. But why do some people would have the heart to cheat others for their hard earned money. Smart people always think of ideas to make money. In this world today, there are many charity businesses around. Some are truely helping others but some are trying to get money from others with strategic planning. Some humans are even worse than animals, making use of human's kind and merciful heart to make a gain for themselves. Is this a world full of humanities? What exactly is charity in today's world. "Charity", what does it stand for? Charity is benevolent goodwill toward or love of humanity.

As I seen today, there are more and more charity business setup. Big organisation like religious organisation, some setup charitable organisation. I think we should have a central pool of charitable leaders coming together to help more people globally. Singapore is moving towards globlisation, we can have the same concept to make the money collection and distribution to other countries to help the needy. That will help in charitable business to boom and also help more people with your merciful heart and reach out to more suffering people.
But there is one important thing to take, as more money rolling into the organisation, the charitable leaders must be able to overcome your own greed as well as the people who handle the financing. If you think you are able to escape from laws, do not forget you are not able to escape from your conscious heart.

leaders + followers

Leaders? Who are leaders? How do leaders comes about? A leader is a person who is able to lead and win many followers. What makes a good leader? A leader must always think of others first. A leader is someone who is willingly to lead the people from their true heart. Leading the people to a correct road where there is enough necessity needs for human beings and find peace for people where there's no brutal violence, hurting one another.
Followers? Who are followers? The people who work and willingly follow the leaders with faith and trust in the correct thoughts and view.
Leaders and followers are all human beings. Leaders do make mistake, followers are not to follow blindly of your leaders. Every human have their own thoughts, your eyes, your ears, your mouth are the tools for you for make yourself a good leader or follower.
You can think of a picture, a ship need a captain and crews to move to a correct direction where all the people can anchor safely.

Money and Power

Money? It is just a piece of paper exchanging for goods (food, clothing and other needy). Money is a good tool if you earn and use it wisely in a right way with good means. Money is a evil tool if you earn and use it thru bad means. Some people have enough to use but they are not contented and ended hurting own self-conscience. Humans are funny animals, they have intelligence and wisdom but they are fighting against one another for money (a piece of paper). Why are they doing that? Search self-conscience..

In today's world, there's a lot of thing we need money. Especially on medication. Can medication be cheaper or free. It is meant to help and save lives for any human. Aren't doctors supposed to save patients. Why are there some doctors charging high medical fee, just because you think that you are a specialist, where is the humanity? The doctor is a human as well, you are gifted with the skill, why not help and save more people with lower fee.

The world will be coming to an end. Rich people may be able to survive with better medication but not the poor, I guess based on the show "Da Chang Jin". The poor people are "cheap" people. The rich people may be survive longer as they have money to command doctor to treat them. But do not forget, doctor is just a human. No matter how much money a person have can never be save when death comes to you..It is sad to say so.

The globe

I am living in the globe, no matter where I am at any country at any time. Do my part to protect the environment is my duty as a human. To me, the environment is like my home. I need to do maintenance for my environment. This will help me to have fresh air, sunshine, good earth, good and clear water.

But the earth start deterioriating. So sad!!!! The people living on the earth did not help to do a good maintenance job. I will soon leave the earth as it will no longer be suitable for human to live in. The humans may or may not realise as I can see humans care only more for themselves. They are only interested in power, money. Hahahahaha, but this luxurious items are only temporary. Human can never win the battle against the nature. The money and power could never, ever beat against the nature.

On 20/12/2006, the water in the canal nearly overflow to the ground near the Yio Chu Kang MRT station. In the station, the water dripping from the ceiling. This reminds me of the past when I stayed at Yio Chu Kang attap house. The attap had many holes, when it rains, the water kept dripping. This is a very sad part. Be it an attap house or concrete roof top, I am unable to escape from the nature.

The same morning, I walked on the pavement, the rainwater submerged till my ankle. The water is very cooling but if this is a huge flood, I may be swept away or gone forever. The thoughts came to me, can any leaders help to resolve flood problems for people in the country. Many years had passed, everytime I watch the news, the water level is increasing. The only thoughts in me is prepared to fight against the nature alone or accept the death. This sounds amusing. Haaaaaaa!!!!